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I have had way too many presents this Christmas. Without counting the ones I gave to myself… I’ve got a new Swatch watch and a new LG cell phone. These are great! As I always say, new year new cell phone. Technology’s moving too fast and I’m just trying to follow…. Hey, at least I didn’t get a Blackberry and hell knows how much I wanted one. I’m just not into spending more than what I can afford.
Wanna take a look? It’s a very cute cell phone indeed. Really small, thin and pretty.
Looks like a very expensive Candy Bar
It also looks like a little camera. Well, I changed my blog’s image, and I also bought some new clothes. I want to change a little next year. I want to look good. I know my style is not a fancy one, but I’d love people to have a better impression.
Well, I also stopped collecting cabbies. At least for now. I already reached 10 of them, and one of my last additions was really so precious I just thought I didn’t need more.
Joni Robin
I’m gonna be around much more time than what I used before, I guess… So just lets just expect the unexpected for next year!
Dan
That’s kind of how I feel with all these Christmas presents. I receive one, and I start thinking who might want it. I have this Uncle Scrooge syndrome… Neverwaste is like my last name. I usually don’t keep each and every present for myself. I let others enjoy that pleasure. Mostly because I don’t like collecting things I might never use. And I’ve been receiving really nice presents, though… The only ones I’m keeping for myself are those of my closest friends and family members.
For example… The other day I received a pearl bracelet with Swarosky crystals and matching earrings. I was drooling over my present so bad… specially because it came from my friend Elizabeth.
I already got me all the CPKs I wanted for Christmas, and I got new clothes for myself as well. Also I’d never make a wish list. I’ve had my share of frivolous behaviour and superficiality for a year. I just like my things really simple. I know I’ve craved for a new cell phone, but I’m just not into spending money like I used to.
If I’d be able to choose, all I’d want for Christmas would be to find true friends I could trust in. To be more open to true friendship. I’ve learned to meassure which kind of people would love me for who I am. I just wish I knew how to get closer to them, how to be more of a friend than just someone you know from work or school…
Someone who won’t talk behind your back, and give you a heart meant advice if you need one. I feel so lonely without a friend…
The other day I told Angel about how I felt and he said I had him, but it’s just not the same. And I don’t want one of my old friends. For some reasons I feel there’s no going back, only forward…
I am so awfully alone. It’s like a period in my life where I have to deal with any problem that I might have without a friend to support me. I’m lucky to have Angel though, he’s more than a friend, but I feel as if my relationship with him had kept me un-open to other possible friend-relationships.
So please, Santa, I’ve been a good girl, I swear. Could you possibly get me a friend? I’m not asking for something material. I’ve lots of friendly people I know, but you know how different is to have one of your own friend to go out with, and have a cup of coffee, and share a secret…
Dan
I don’t really know why, but Christmas makes me really sad. I don’t have an accurate explanation about it, I just feel everything looks like it’s over… I really like Christmas, though, but it’s just how it feels. I get contemplative. I feel so guilty for not being a better Christian, and it ends up with the usual boring Holiday vacations, where I’m forced to go to the beach with my family.
And the family reunions. I don’t really like them. I’ve beginning to learn a few things about myself. Like the fact I’m not attached to my family anymore. I wish I could be more independent. It’s just not they way I want to live my life, looking for that shelter in my parents’ house.
I mean, I really love my family, but I don’t have to like them, or do I? It’s awful having to live with people who don’t really appreciate you. Or maybe I’m the one who’s not appreciating them. I’d just feel happier if I lived alone. And maybe I should. I know what are the dangers or living on my own, but I still long for a life like that. I’m too much of a whimp anyway, and my salary wouldn’t be enough to maintain me, but I could try. I don’t need a tv, or anything expensive, but I hardly know how to cook, and I don’t like going outside of my house a lot…
Besides, my boyfriend doesn’t like me living alone, and considering both of us haven’t actually done it, I wouldn’t want to risk it.
I just realized I’m not going to change being the black sheep of the family. But if maybe I got a car, or a bike, and rented an apartment, things would be easier. I just don’t have enough money to do that, and besides… I’m still planning my wedding, and it’s supposed to be in a year. I just couldn’t afford to live alone and get married. It’d be too much…
It’s just what I’ve been thinking lately…
All I want for Christmas is a diamond ring (or a Cabbage Patch Kid)
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